Bio (page 3)
After just having come from a small town with it's slow pace and conservative lifestyle, the hustle and bustle of the big city took some getting used to. It would be several months before I got settled in comfortably, but I was excited about the future here, and one of the things I was most anxious to explore, now that I had none of my previous constraints, was this fascination with what was to become "the female me".

As the opportunity to dress was now greater than ever before, I slowly began a modest collection of female clothing that was actually mine, and not something borrowed for a time. It felt kinda strange initially, and when I was shopping for things I usually told the salesperson that it was for my girlfriend, in the hope that they wouldn't question it. I suspect they knew differently, but they never said anything. Whew! I suppose my taste in clothes back then was not the greatest, and I couldn't really afford to spend a lot on them, but I loved wearing the things I had acquired, and as the wardrobe grew, so did my curiosity about it all. I had also begun playing around with makeup, and it was at this point that I seriously began searching for answers. Who was I? What was I? Was I gay? Did I want to become a woman? What was wrong with me? Do I dare talk to anyone about it? What's going to happen to me? It was a very confusing time!


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